my moments of life

hello.

2011-10-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Yep, its been a month since i last updated, a lot of things have been going on these few days and its just tiring to just think about it. In a blink of eye, brownie is here with us for the 5th month. She is doing well, well maybe TOO AWFULLY WELL haha.

Well have been busy with projects and projects, lots of reports and planning to do. When there's project there's bound to be arguments and disagreements between friends and this is the most saddening and tiring thing. And while i am making this post my television is going off and on, god damn irritating, couldn't even relax at home.. sigh

I have been skipping my Taiji lesson a lot lately, reason: don't wanna go alone and I'M LAZY! hahahahaha shhhh don't tell my mom.

And yes some part of me is happy because there is a you.

Long Time

2011-10-02T02:21:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i have been updating. *sigh* hmm~ what should i say? Let me think, I screwed up my exams?

And too much time on iphone -_____- having an iphone is not really a good thing afterall. But whats done is done. Now that i have understand my problems i just got to really cut it down and really cram for next term.

Hmm and my precious baby~ BROWNIE is doing fine :) and uuuuuhhhhhh~ my brother is sleep talking right now hahaha! And, oh ya, my holidays is gonna be over REAL soon! its starting this coming monday. New term, new modules.

And i am happy i guess, i don't know. Tell me how i should be feeling. *sigh*

5 months and going.

Back in Singapore.

2011-07-11T21:47:00.006+08:00

I'm back in Singapore :) didn't get to do further updating because the resorts internet has some technical problem~ But anyway, i didn't really had the time too, work was fun and tiring, i'm sleepy now. So i guess i will just upload photos and let them do the talking. (its not in order!)

Goodnight :P

Third night in Sarawak!

2011-07-08T00:24:00.005+08:00

Day no. 3 in Sarawak and yes, i have been transferred to the second accommodation that the Sarawak Tourism Board have provided for us, 'One Hotel Santubong' its a resort. :) Great rooms with balcony and a big toilet. But sadly they do not have in-built WIFI in each room and so i have to walk a long way from my block to the lobby to use it. (ps: They have LOTS of blocks here)

Morning after we have woke up~ Went to have breakfast and we were driven to the airport to pick up a few of the KL universities students who are also volunteering with us, friendly people. :) Came to the resort and straight we went for the briefing. All i could say is we have to adapt to their working style, not gonna complain much~ All because the group of people i am with, we haven't got our briefing by our in-charge. Its mid-night here now and the festival starts tomorrow, Marvelous.

And then we are transferred to Sarawak Tourism Board for an introduction on the festival and the board. And then free and easy time for us, walked around the waterfront park and suddenly our lecturers just got to be interested in the boat ride across. So all 26 of us got on~ Its was a scary and shaky ride, bought dinner afterwards and back to resort. I don't know if i heard wrongly or what, i heard the receptionist say the gym facilities here are 24 hours, so after we got back i actually got changed and prepared with my friend, we came down again to the lobby, the other receptionist says its has closed, the operating hours is only until 7pm. And so, there's nothing we could do but we actually ran the ground floor for about 5 rounds? After bath, and here i am in the lobby updating blog and feeding the mosquitoes here. -___-

Not gonna say much i'll let the photos do the job. (Photos not in order)

Goodnight~

Second night in Sarawak!

2011-07-06T23:49:00.006+08:00

Okay, i got to apologize first.. I didn't take much photos as yesterday because reason.....

Reason no.1: Too much hassle to bring my cellphone in and out

Reason no.2: Places we visit limits the photos we could take

I'll say more here and further explain why the photos are limited. Okay so here goes, the first place we went was to the Semengok Orang Utan. Orang utan we see there, some are rescued and they are somehow taught to be able to adapt to having humans around them. But they are not lock, they are freed to the nature, they are friendly but if annoyed you don't wanna know what they will do. And back to why i didn't take photos there is because most of the time we have to stay really quiet and my cellphone's camera sound cannot be muted -___- and no flash is allowed my cellphone's camera flash could be adjusted but even without flash when pressed, there are light for a moment, so that is why~

Place no.2 is Annah Rais Bidayuh Long House, they are the last few long houses left passed down by their ancestors. The history of this Long House according to the people there was 500 years but written history says its 200 years. Anyway, we went there and the first thing they greeted us with is Rice Wine super good! And then they showed us how they made rubber for our shoes and we saw how the Long House is and made with. They literally just made everything with bamboo, even the places we step on are covered with bamboos, no cement no nothing, we are in the mid with only bamboos below us but its strong! Okay, and why i didn't take photos there is because the elderly there are superstitious, they think if photos of them are taken, we will take part of their souls/spirits away, so to respect them, i didn't.

But still i have some photos for today.

Morning view!

Orang Utans!

Room Service! hehehe

Okay

Goodnight~

First night in Sarawak!

2011-07-05T22:39:00.004+08:00

Like what the other people will do, reached early in the Budget Terminal, met everyone and checked in. Arrived here in Sarawak in the evening, checked in the first hotel and get an hour rest. It started to raining heavily, and as the meals throughout the stay here is not confirm. We went around walking looking for a place to eat, as it is raining heavily we couldn't go anywhere far.

After dinner went snack shopping at Ting & Ting supermarket and then to a shopping mall that is closing in half an hour after we have reached. But i got my brother a Tee. :)

Okay from here i'll let those blurry photos do the job.

See this colourful building? Its actually a Multi-carpark.

hehe

Good night~

SARAWAK!

2011-07-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

2 more days i am flying to Sarawak. Will be living in 2 different hotels throughout the one week~ I guess i will be bringing my netbook there and try to take as much photo as possible and update this pathetic blog. I used to say i am going to update daily which apparently didn't happen.

I will try to make it happen for this trip. If you ask if i am excited, LIKE DUH! who's not, but also i'm nervous~ As we are not just going there for cultural and education experience but also for an attachment with the Sarawak Tourism Board~

So, i'm done packing already and just waiting for the days to past. 2 MORE DAYS!

I'm flying

2011-06-27T01:30:00.003+08:00

Well as you can see from the title, YES! 8 more days i am flying over to Sarawak with schoolmates for attachment! I am going over for a week, will be working with the Sarawak Tourism Board for the Rain Forest World Music Festival. :)

Looking forward to it. And the time now (as i am typing) is 01:34am, i am watching a soccer tournament, Singapore VS Juventus, for don't know what reason i am interested in soccer LOL right now Singapore is leading (2-0), I'm happy :P (you can't see how big is my smile) hahahaha

GO SINGAPORE GO!

And, yes hey baby~ You won't be reading this but wait SINGAPORE 3 GOALS!!! hahaha sorry distracted. -___- Oh baby~ I love you :P Don't miss me too much when i'm over at Sarawak ;)

BombaMika.

2011-06-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

'Hey~' Imagine me saying that in a dying tone. Alright, i have not been updating my blog (although i spent most of my time up on the net) because i am dying from rushing projects with my group mates.

Being a 2nd year student is not a joke~ School is not showing any mercy at all, got to wake at 8am everyday in the morning and as soon as we came back from school holidays, new heavy modules which the whole page of the notes are literally covered with letters, and 2 projects each for all 4 modules which is the main killer part. And most ridiculous part is we got to hand projects up almost at the same time, which is like WE ARE DOING PROJECTS BASICALLY EVERYDAY~

Didn't imagine it to be so bad~ I couldn't wake up early in the morning for lessons and got warning letter (for the first time) for attendance. What's more interesting stuff i haven't met? On top of all school stuff i have to squeeze Student Council matters in my wee brain~ That's tiring.

But yea~ I couldn't deny there's actually other factors that contributed, me being unable to wake up early but.. Yea, its something i can't share yet. Nope, not the time.. :)

ANYWAY~ School holiday is coming soon!! This is the last week and the most hectic week for me, i couldn't get my time organized!! Everything is clashing up! Just hope that it will eventually turns out right. Can't wait for holidays!! But wait, even though its like a 1 month worth of holiday, after looking into my organizer, I've got like 12 days to spent and that 12 days had to be used up FOR PROJECTS! DAMN!!

Test tomorrow, craming notes into brain in process... ... ...

Rich and the Poor.

2011-05-20T23:39:00.003+08:00

I don't wanna feel lousy at all, but whatever happened today really just pulled me down. I somehow at some point really felt disgusted for being poor~ But i knew that it isn't really something i could change. If i am poor for now, i am.

Tried telling myself its okay, but the other side of me tells me its not. Wondering what actually happen to me? Well, i was called for an interview for New Zealand trip, i was very nervous for it but all my friends was so confident that i could pass the interview. But who knows? Just because i answered that i might not be able to pay the rest of the money from my own pocket if the deduction from the PSEA account is not enough, i was ask if i could withdraw myself from the programme willingly.

I was shocked, and i just stare back without saying anything~ Well, at that point of time i felt really sad and lousy for being poor. I hold back my tears until the end of the interview, called my mum and i burst out crying on the phone, i somehow could assumed that my mum felt sorry for me from her voice.

After hanging up, and thinking back, i realize maybe i shouldn't have called my mum crying. They have tried their best to provide for us, its not like they are poor on purpose. I understand this point really well, and i tried to convince myself that. But just some part of me wonders, how nice it would be if i am born rich. I do not have to worry too much for anything that involves monetary issue. But whatever, just like one of the lecturer that interviewed me says, we have to be realistic.. Yes yes, in reality i am poor, maybe i should just stay where i am and not dream too much about anything. :(

Me.

2011-05-14T19:30:00.004+08:00

I went for an orientation for my new CCA, Interact Club. Some of my friends are there, was excited at first but after that, i was quite lost and don't know what to do because i was new and my friends are all the Board of Directors of the club. I was standing around alone and don't know what to do then i went up to a group and introduce myself, and next thing i know we are eating together.

If it was me years ago, i might have feel like dying and kept to myself throughout the whole orientation and not talk~ But i realize i have learnt to become a person who accepted alot, tried to meet new friends, talk to them and then started taking the lead of introducing them to other people~ Which really helps alot~ That was a new me.

And remember the last time i mention about donating blood and afraid that my iron level isn't enough? Haha guess what, i didn't even have to take the iron pills, iron level is more than enough for me to donate :) So, yes thats the fifth time for me. I am proud that i am able to donate blood for people that needs it so~ yea, i am proud. Thats another me.

I go to the library and paid my fines, made new membership and started borrowing, reading novels that really caught my eyes and those which touched me alot. The recent one taught me not to give up easily and also treat animals equally, they are just like humans, they have feelings. Title: The Outside of a Horse By: Ginny Rorby. If you're interested check it out people, its really nice and full of emotions! Thats also another me.

Isn't he handsome or what? How i wish i get a caucasian boyfriend like him, if marry him even better! hahaha Thats another important part of me *grinning*

HOT.

2011-05-12T02:27:00.002+08:00

Schools is really getting me seriously and especially with the weather now is so freaking.... Just freaking uuuuuggggggghhhh~ irritated!

Projects need thinking, like ALOT of thinking but i just can't freaking think, my brain just won't work in a weather like this! Its so hot these days!! Tell me who's not complaining like seriously! I can't take it, its really literally just humid with no wind at all!

Even when i am just standing outside waiting i can sweat like mad! What's wrong? Why is Singapore burning up? Are we gonna die? NOOOOOO~ I'm not married hahahahahaha!! Anyway, blood donation later! But i am afraid that my iron is like low low low low~

Gonna take some iron pills later~ Okay so, i'm gonna go off so, BYE!

Welcome Brownie.

2011-05-06T14:06:00.002+08:00

There's so much things going on this few days~ But first thing first~ I AM SELECTED TO GO TO SARAWAK FOR ATTACHMENT!! :D And there's a trip to New Zealand, Auckland, i went for the briefing but still have to wait for the interview, hopefully i could pass it!

And then school is okay but project is suffocating me and then again~ Student Council is also part of the trouble i have in my mind. Too much stuff to do till i lost the idea of how i should manage my time~ It totally sucks!

I have a lot to say but i don't know how to start, where to start, when i am trying to type all of them, i am stuck and i just stare at the screen but i wouldn't want to keep my blog not updated. I don't know what to do but people i guess i just want to say i am good~ And somehow.. I am a happy girl :)

Oh ya~ one of my dreams fulfilled. Dog. Yes i have a dog now, her name is brownie :) but she is so hard to control and teach! But still, since i have her now i am not going to give up this easily! I am going to try! Going back Malaysia tomorrow morning to celebrate Mother's Day with aunties! Family gathering! :)

Okay I am going to walk the dog now bye!

Long Distance Relationships

2011-04-22T11:09:00.005+08:00

I was thinking about Long Distance Relationship and just nice i have my netbook on so i went google about it. And it shows this:

A long-distance relationship (LDR) is typically an intimate relationship that takes place when the partners are separated by a considerable distance.

Between 25–40% of all romantic relationships among students attending colleges across the US are long distance. This could be from many different factors such as:

Both partners attending a different university or institution.
One partner leaving for school, while other stays in hometown.
Meeting at a university and going to separate hometowns for summer/semester breaks.
One partner being in the military.
Meeting online through a dating website.

Three major components of a successful relationship while in college are:

Establish trust: to ease the fear of one's significant other finding someone else.
Make time for each other: with different schedules it's important to make conversations interesting, making it seem like both partners are not far apart from each other.
Be thoughtful: Showing compassion to partner that isn't around.

Cool isn't it? But most of my friends doesn't approve this kind of relationship, they always says you might not know if they could do something else behind your back and say another to you, which bring us back to the factor TRUST. I don't know how i should feel about it because i am on the neutral side. But then, to be honest I WANT ONE!! With some charming US or UK guy.. :P

I have nothing to do.

2011-04-17T15:31:00.003+08:00

Yes as you can see from the heading~ I have nothing to do so i went snap snap snap and in total i only like these 3 photo..

And I'm happy, real happy.. I LOVE YOU!! For the others you may say i'm crazy or i'm stupid, as long as i'm happy it should be alright.. Its my choice! Just like what Teratai said.. :) I'm happy.

School VS Holiday

2011-04-16T17:56:00.002+08:00

Whenever we are in the school, we would complain and say "How i wish its gonna be holiday soon" and when we got the holiday we wanted we will say the opposite.. For me, if it is school, its school and if its holiday its holiday.

But of course i tend to enjoy holiday more because i don't have to wake up early in the morning, i could stay online for more than 24 hours and wait for the people i like to come online and talk. But too much of holidays made my life so unbalanced. But who cares right LOL.

Recently, school resumed and i have to make my body adjust to sleeping early and waking up early, and that really sucks big time because you know its hard adjusting it back if you know what i mean. And, from this i realize how important is sleep to me especially when my new school term's class starts at 8am in the morning like almost everyday!

Hmm~ Its the 3rd day Chris!

First week of school~

2011-04-15T23:23:00.003+08:00

And yes, its the last day of the first week of school today~ Many things happened on the first two days, arguments everywhere and we're just trying to survive in it. And then, lesson resumed for me on the third day of school.

New modules, new school term, some new lecturers and new opportunities offered. School offered to choose 24 students to go over Sarawak, Malaysia for some events attachment, of course, such a good opportunity, i actually went for the interview today. Quite relaxing interview i would say but answering those questions really got me so freaking nervous! Even though i wouldn't know how the lecturers think about me, but i think that i did a good job.......... erm maybe not really that good but a not too bad job done :P haha.

And we had to wait till 2 weeks later? 2 weeks later then we'll get the results of who will get to be one of the 24. Hopefully, i get selected and my classmates get selected! Because hey we are the only class that wanted the interview like today! haha

Hmm~ and i was feeling quite restless today, what's wrong? Its been 2 days~ :/

Happy Birthday Boy~

2011-04-13T21:35:00.005+08:00

HEY CHRIS! Its your birthday and i couldn't give you anything~ I know we haven't know each other very long but I want to tell you that you are very special, and you are so much different from the others~ I am really comfortable with you :)

I like the way you tell me that you want to stay up, talk to me longer and that you don't want to leave, I like how you tell me i am not a fool and all. And i guess, all i wanted to say is..................... I LOVE YOU ♥ :)

Happy 19th Birthday

2011-04-07T02:51:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Myself and My Younger Brother.

(Yes, we have the same birthday)

EMAIL BLOCKED!

2011-04-04T14:16:00.002+08:00

I don't understand a single bit why my email is blocked! But it says someone might have been using my email to send junk mails to other people! Like come on people, if you want to send any junk email, just create a new mail ID and send it from there why use other people account?!

Do you know you hackers brings miserable time for people like me? Please if you happen to hack into here too. Make sure you read this first okay!

YOU TOTALLY HAVE NO LIFE HACKING INTO OTHER PEOPLE'S ACCOUNT! I JUST DON'T SEE WHY YOU REALLY HAVE TO DO THIS! LIKE YOU CAN'T CREATE A NEW MAIL TO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT. DO YOU JUST HAVE SO MUCH TIME TO DO THIS? BY DOING THIS, HOW HAPPY DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL? SERIOUSLY! DO YOU KNOW ME? IF YOU DON'T THEN WHAT'S THE POINT SERIOUSLY WHAT'S THE POINT? IF YOU REALLY SEE THIS I REALLY HOPE YOU COULD REFLECT AND IF YOU CAN'T BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE A BRAIN THEN JUST DIE. SERIOUSLY, JUST DIE!

I am so freaking angry with the people like that, I have been using the mail like forever, and i have use that mail to send important emails and save all my friends contact! Its making me go crazy very soon! I want nothing more just my valid account back! Because i am not the one breaking the rules and all JUST GIVE ME BACK MY ACCOUNT!!

And by the way i did a good deed yesterday when i was playing badminton with NP mates yesterday, so.. If those up there can see, bless me with a cleverer brain to gain better results the next semester, and GIVE ME BACK MY EMAIL ACCOUNT okay?! :(

Thinking too much?

2011-03-26T02:03:00.002+08:00

Met up with "fire instructor" yesterday for the first time since 5 years ago~ Hmm, first impression was: "wow, became matured." He really did and look better now :) went around shopping looking for his pants~ Oh ya, just right at the moment when we met, he showed me this thick booklet of Capital mall shopping vouucher, $140.

Anyway, we went to G2000 to look for his pants in the end~ And he bought 2 pants there, used his voucher, and then we went out like happily after he paid for his pants. And guess what this smart fire instructor did?! HE LEFT HIS IPHONE IN THE DRESSING ROOM. Smart or what, but no worries, its still there at where it is~

Went Cathy and came back plaza sing, Ichiban Sushi! :) fire instructor paid with the remaining voucher and of course its not enough lol! Anyway, he paid everything~ I am so nervous about meeting him and for the first 15 mins being with him, my hands was like shaking so nervously until i couldn't even send messages properly! I KNOW! EXAGGERATING! But, I am serious! Hope he's not reading this though! I WAS FREAKING NERVOUS, for don't know what reasons!

And for some moments, when i look up at him...... YES! I admit, i have a little JUST A LITTLE feeling~ But i don't know if I'm thinking too much! :/ Just maybe i am thinking too much..

Oh~ and he's learning VIOLIN at the moment, and i am like so envious when he brought the violin with him yesterday~ HMMM~ I WANT TO LEARN VIOLIN!! :/

NO MORE PINK! NOW RED :)

2011-03-23T00:22:00.002+08:00

Its Pink

But now its not :)

hello~ I lost my voice.

2011-03-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

Okay, i think i failed the plan on improving lifestyle after i went for a camp~ Everything is UP SIDE DOWN!!

And well, still I WANT TO CHANGE MY LIFESTYLE! So, should i start everything all over again starting from tomorrow morning? Yea, i think i should. And, i got myself sick recently and now i have lost my voice from the day of the NPCC camp until now.

Its been 3 days!! I have not been able to talk for 3 days! I didn't know how important how expensive is our voice are until now~

Seriously, i miss my voice! :(

CAMPING~

2011-03-12T02:11:00.002+08:00

Hey~ I'm in a camp right now, and i'm staying up alone taking care the food. I will be back on sun, and so, passed 11 march so quickly and didn't even spent much of it. Why? Because, I woke up at 4PM and left home for taiji at 7:30PM, ended at 9:45PM went home bath and here i am, in the camp.

How fruitful is my day on 11 march?! HAHA.. hmm

Day no. 12 on improving lifestyle.

HOLIDAY~

2011-03-10T19:03:00.002+08:00

Finally, its the last paper today~ And after this its school holiday for me!! Hehe happy or what?! But of course, its not like a real holiday for me, I have to go back school for SC meeting and stuff~ But still I can sleep for as long as I want most of the time!! :P

Okay, so now I have to worry about my results.. For that part its really no confidence, so afraid about my GPA! Please, let me do well this time, if not i could say bye bye to my overall GPA for this 2 year!! SERIOUSLY!!

Anyway whatever it is, have fun now right?! haha

Day no. 11 on improving lifestyle.

Don't ask why you can't do it. Instead, ask yourself how you are going to do it.

2011-03-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

Day no. 10 on improving lifestlye.

1 paper down~

2011-03-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

Its the first day for my exams today~ I got 2 more paper to go and i'm on holiday~ WOO!! But before my holiday actually come, i'm already on holiday mood.. LOL and anyway I BROKE MY MICKEY CUP AGAIN!! And i have already lost count how many times it is.

Hmm, well i am suppose to be studying but i can't get my mind into my books~ Okay so, maybe i should now~

BYE~

Day no. 9 on improving lifestyle.

2011-03-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

Day no. 8 on improving lifestyle.

2011-03-06T01:19:00.000+08:00

Day no. 7 on improving lifestyle.

New friend and Truancy today.

2011-03-04T23:06:00.003+08:00

Don't you guys think that internet is such a powerful source for everything? Anyway, met some new friends from California but he's Vietnamese cool or what?! Okay i know its lame, but he's a nice guy~

Skipped school today and i know i shouldn't have but if you were me, would you just travel 35 mins to school just to spend an hour checking worksheets? And those classmates who are not in school apparently they are not interested to come school until the exam day, and those who are there said they are not coming so, who's left? NONE. Would you still go and be the only one?

Had Taiji lesson just now~ and

Day no. 6 on improving lifestyle.

2011-03-03T20:30:00.002+08:00

Day no. 5 on improving lifestyle.

Oh My God. I shouldn't have eat out! :(

Happy Birthday to you~

2011-03-02T00:42:00.004+08:00

Day no. 4 on improving lifestyle

and i got praised again today in my Taiji class :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

#happy17thbdaybiebs

2011-03-01T00:27:00.001+08:00

Day no. 3 on improving lifestyle

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN BIEBER!! ♥♥

2011-02-28T00:29:00.000+08:00

Day no. 2 on improving lifestyle

Action speaks louder than words

2011-02-26T21:50:00.002+08:00

I always tell myself and everybody that i want something but most of the times when i think back, what have i done to achieve it. And in the end, it was all just talking. I hope there's always somebody to constantly pulling me and reminding me to do things but i know its impossible.

All i need is Determination and Action!

Day no.1 on improving lifestyle.

New life style.

2011-02-25T14:28:00.004+08:00

Okay maybe i should stop all the hello thingy in korean haha. Anyway, i have been watching alot of documentary lately and seeing all people around me makes me really feel like changing. I hope i could be looking like:

Joyce Kim (korean but grew up in australia)

Jenny Suk (korean too but grew up in canada, if i am not wrong)

Lauran Conrad (i don't know if you guys know her she appeared in The Hills)

Hannah (grew up in taiwan, dad caucasian mum taiwanese)

Cathy Nguyen (famous in youtube, jenny suk's friend)

Don't you think that they look classy english type of lady! I don't know how to explain but just i hope to look like them and i also want to be talented like all of them too!! But of course the first thing that i have to do is to change my lifestyle i have to look slim!! I have to sleep early, read more, go on diet and also exercise more.

But it is so easy to just talk about it, but doing it is another thing. I've got to have determination to do it, i seriously got to do it! I mean i don't have a choice, I MUST DO IT! Don't want to look like how i am now in the future!

So, my first plan is to stop all the junk food, don't eat after 8pm, cut down on the portion of food that i eat. For now, this should do the trick right? I don't know so i need professional advice but i don't know to look for who for advice!

Anyway, for now i think i will try to do it this way first and see if there is any improvement then make more adjustment. :) And oh i just realize this few days there are some random people coming to my blog and tagged on my tag board with some random links. Why and how the hell, they would come across here?

But, i got no issue with that because they somehow revive my tag board hahass~ so passerby if any of you are also feeling like changing lets work hard together okays!! hehe!

so bye~

2011-02-10T21:47:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요

Chinese Lunar New Year is going to end~ And yes, school starts as per normal and my new school shoe is hurting my foot! Nothing new, nothing interesting, just that i am helping out in the CHINGAY!!

Its happening tomorrow and Saturday~ Helping out as helper there.. Its my first time and we got approved leave for school tomorrow NO NEED TO REPORT TO SCHOOL! WOO~ Happy or what? Haha!

I always wanted to help out in major event and be one of the staff wearing the pass and going like everywhere, isn't it cool!! Well, but i guess i wouldn't have time moving around tomorrow.

Having annual dinner next friday with my Sisters!! Can't wait!! I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS!!

안녕

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

2011-02-04T09:54:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요! 즐거운 설날입니다! (Happy Lunar New Year)

So, How is everyone's Chinese New Year been going? How many red packets have you guys collected? How's the food? Wow, its pretty sure an exciting time for you guys right?

Well, as for me, I have already travel back to Malaysia from the day before eve. Well because of the rain even when its here, really brings down the mood. People from every household use to put LOTS & LOTS of fireworks and firecrackers.. But since the night I am here, there's only like a moment from one side.

And also the sky lantern (孔明灯), it used to filled the dark sky! But i only spotted one last night

So much laughter in the past though.. -___-

안녕

2011-01-08T17:55:00.008+08:00

안녕하세요

What have you been doing during your holidays? Well for my 3 weeks of holidays, i have been... I couldn't answer you if you ask me. Why? because i haven't been doing much other than staying at home and going for Taiji lesson every Tuesday and Friday.

Maybe, yes for one day when i went out doing project with my group mates. We visited the Toy Museum, located at Seah Street, if you have the time i would encourage you to go there. Even though it is small there but the number of toys there is large enough for you to just quietly stay and look at all of them.

They have many different kinds of toys from different parts of the world, and from different time too. They are so many old toys from 1950s or even earlier, but don't worry some of them are those that we are familiar with :)

For me, hehe i only put more of my focus on the Mickey Mouse. [Photos!!!]

Look Carefully, the dolls worth US$10, 000!!!

If you are wondering what this above thing is.. It is a clapping monkey. :)

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Never Ending.

2010-12-19T17:17:00.003+08:00

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I'm back in malaysia for today, picked up my aunt's maid from the airport and send her back here. Before going to the airport and along the way there, my parents are having a never ending war. I don't want to admit, but it did spoil my mood a little.

I never wanted to be involved but somehow every time they never fail to involve me into their fight. Huh~ My dad have make me to the point that i seriously doesn't want to talk to him, not even wanting his presence sometimes. I don't know what i have done in the past that i have to suffer like this now in this life. Tch~

And now my sister is not talking to my mum. What else? Seriously, what else?

Anyway, rushed to two birthday party yesterday, first to wannee's next to my dear girl YINGHUI's :) Stayed there till 3 plus in the morning and thanks kelvin to cab me home yesterday night! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHOO YINGHUI! ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO TOH WANNEE! :)

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New experience.

2010-12-16T00:03:00.003+08:00

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After having meetings after meetings, finally we had our event executed today. I hope that those Jan Intake's like the games and programs we had planned out for them.

And for the organizing committee, we are the new batch of Excos, and it is the first time we work together, sit down and had a serious discussion. I enjoyed the time spent and i appreciate and thank you guys for staying through and had the event completely done.

Even though it might not be the first time running an event for some of you but if there is anything that went wrong or not, just let this time be one of the experience. Take note, and make sure you would improve the next time.

Thank you for putting in so much effort, i hope this will help you guys understand and put in even more for the next event. So whatever it is, i really enjoyed the event today.

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ITCHY!

2010-12-15T00:47:00.005+08:00

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I have some mysterious red spots appearing on my both legs and its ITCHY!! I don't know what i ate or what bit me that causes it but i only know one thing its ITCHY!!

I had it from yesterday afternoon and today, while i was washing dishes, i realized it had slowly spread to my hands too! DAMN FREAKING ITCHY!! :(

I'm going to the doctor tomorrow.. HUH~ troublesome! Why only happen to me? Really suay~

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Family. Friends.

2010-12-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

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Hello. Where should i start? From fighting with dad? I don't know what should i say anymore.. As years pass, there seem to have more conflicts, fights in my home. I have been enduring and always been the one watching, listening and stopping them.

What happen to my family? Sometimes i am really thankful that i am alone at home, because when they start coming back home it will not take long for them to start again.

I don't know how long more i have to endure these stuff, when things happen, just want to share so much with friends. But when i called nobody's there. When the others ask i could only smile and say i am okay when i am not.

When some call back, i always feel its too late and i'll just keep my mouth shut. My brain is like almost bursting when things just won't stop happening and it keep piling up.

I'm tired~

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2010-11-26T13:35:00.003+08:00

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This few days is like so much thing for me to do. And yesterday finally the event is over and i concluded that, that is the worst event that i ever had.

I had conflict with my own people and then the actual event, there's only 5 audience attended. How sad can it get?

And then, i'm back in malaysia again for my grandfather's not sure if it is his death anniversary or his birthday. Anyway, having a test on this coming tuesday, but not in the mood to study HOW!!!

And i should be happy that holiday is coming but now, thinking that i have to go and attend camps and all making me feel sick now. Never once i get to enjoy my holiday. :(

Going off~

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Trying hard.

2010-11-16T23:15:00.003+08:00

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Never mind about me. You guys can have your small meet ups, I don't care much already!

I appreciated what you guys have done for me, and I try hard to put us all together too and i am still trying. BUT, tell me what's the actual response?

I'm cool all along, whatever it is i already learn to forget about it. You may want to compare, compare all you want. I always work hard to get us together. BUT i always get turned down. Always trying to call some of you guys just for lunch or dinner, FOREVER just forever some of you guys are never available.

How much more must i do to make you guys feel that i am trying and i am always doing things to put all of us together? Am i not being fair? I don't feel good too for not meeting you guys. Sometimes you guys just went out like that without me, have i make any sound or did i even question if it is fair to me for just meeting among yourself like i'm not even part of you guys?

Spare some thought, don't just think what you have done that I didn't and whether its fair not.. Why not think and ask what i have been trying to do to amend for all the loss?

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Ability and Attitude

2010-11-11T17:14:00.003+08:00

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Hello. Hmm.. Went back Malaysia last weekend. Something happened but i'm not sure if i can put it as paranormal or technical incident.

My mum drove back to my grandma house but there's no one home.. So we parked outside the door and switch the engine off and also locked the car, we were standing outside the car for about 2 mins, suddenly the car's engine started by itself. My mum looked at me and we were both shocked, she unlocked the car and started the engine, switched it off twice, same thing happen the engine just start by itself.

Until the third time it didn't come on itself again. Pretty shocking for both of us that night.

My auntie came home followed by my cousin. Then my cousin brought us to korean restaurant again! WOOHOO!! hehe after eating went back home and found out that my dearest cousin forgotten to pay the internet bills. I was almost bored to death when i'm there..

Back to Singapore and the next thing i did was busy with April Intake's Oath.. Yesterday was their 2nd practice, gotten alot of ridiculous complains from them, kids now adays really hard to teach! Before they would say anything about us, they just won't be in our shoes and think. And its only the second time training.

If they really think that we are bullshitting then if they really can do it well without us then SHOW US WHAT THEY ARE CAPABLE! They might have the ability BUT they should really work more on their attitude!

PISSED~

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Not enough time.

2010-11-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

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Well, i feel tired but don't feel like sleeping yet so i went to hunt for new blogskin.. And then when i ask for Justin Bieber they gave me Justin Timberlake. And i gave up searching and made my own..

Tadang~ Yes, you are looking at the background right now.. I don't know if it look good but this is my first time making my own.

Have been going for Taiji for the 2nd time now.. I would say not a bad experience though. And have been going to Macpherson for SC investiture rehearsal this few days too, gotten an Exco position, Deputy Secretary but there's nothing to be happy, mixed feelings, i don't know..

For the coming week, i'll be busy with the April Intake's Oath and also making of SC bonding event. Have been working on it already, luckily i have 4 wonderful ladies working with me if not i don't know where i'll be now. (looking up at the sky)

I'm happy working with them, all the things seems working so well when i have them! Last, Thank you all pals!! :)

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2010-10-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

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I always tell myself to blog, Blog BLOG!! But always feel lazy to do so.. And right now.. Today, finally i blogged! LOLS!!

Okay.. Good news first. I PASS MY BTT!!! Hmm, for some who doesn't know what's BTT, well it is Basic Theory Test for Driving.. I went to take the test together with my friend but unfortunately she failed her's BUT I'll wait for her to pass her BTT first then we'll take the FTT (Final Theory Test) together again!

Of course, Bad news always come with good news.. Bad news - I really want to apologize to my beloved seniors here! I have let my seniors down, I'm sorry, I didn't make any of the effort to strive for the position you want me to hold but seriously I've tried my best and somehow felt the pressure. Thank you for having faith in me but i have let you down! :(

Was really a bad day for me today! And i went to class alone, sat alone and went home ALONE! Where's all those friends? Well, some exempted and some just simply skip that 2 hour lesson. LOLS!!!

And then Taiji this Friday night! First lesson!! AND KIM JONGHYUN HAS GIRLFRIEND NOW! That breaks my heart into half when i heard that and its NO RUMOR! Its real, true news! :(

Alright, I'm sleepy.. Blog again when i have that feeling to. HAHASS!! Will try to update frequently though. :)

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2010-10-14T16:49:00.002+08:00

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New semester of school starts and misery ends~ hope there isn't anymore coming up. And! i only need to do 2 modules this semester which is like COOL! My timetable too~ :)

Sometimes i can't be bothered about any other things already. Just wanna concentrate on things that i have to do. Hmm, what is coming up next?

OHYA! Basic Theory Test for driving this month, Taiji class starting this month too and badminton lesson next friday~ All of this stuff is related to NYAA. I'm lack of community service.. where and what can i do? sigh~

Anyway, i just hope this new semester i won't have to work with unwanted people anymore! Tiring!!

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2010-10-07T15:18:00.003+08:00

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Well, i have nothing to say but disappointed with myself.

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2010-10-05T02:43:00.002+08:00

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Well, holiday is almost over. This is the last week already and results is coming out in 2 more days~ IM NERVOUS. But even if i got the worst result, I'm not gonna be sad about it as it is like a come back for me for not studying hard enough. Just maybe sulk for a day or two, and a new semester start, i promise to work harder!!

And what to say about this holiday? Dreadful? I didn't even get to enjoy for a day! For the past two days, have been working on a project for PAYM, from evening work till the next morning that is time for my sis & bro to leave for school.

Isn't that pathetic. Right from the start of the holiday, meetings and going down to the place to do surveys, back and home for a day then reported to MBS for ushering, back for 2 days and reported for F1. Rest on week ends at home then worry about project again on the first day of the week until now!

Met up with NP buddies for about 6 hours? Back home to amend project again! Can you see what's wrong? Tell me what's wrong and how to improve PLEASE~ ohgod..

And now i have to say goodbye to last week of holiday too.. :( What's more when i return to school? hmm.. Maybe you guys can come visit me at the "BUANGKOK MEDICAL PARK" the min the school starts. HUH~

Anyway SHINee's come back "HELLO" nice song!! :)

ENJOY! ♥

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2010-09-27T13:18:00.004+08:00

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3 days of F1 is over!! :) Well, first day wasn't really crowded with people as it is just practicing race for the racer, second day nothing much too. But on the third day, it is much more happening..

What happened? Let's see.. First, I saw my ex-supervisor whom i worked with last year in the same grandstand, he was invited to watch the race! And he recognized me.. Next, saw patrons from last year and they recognized me too, came up to me and said hello! :)

And then, some patron almost start quarreling about the seats at my area, next, some caucasian guy kissed me thinking that by doing that he could get accessed into our zone..

Lastly, I TOOK PHOTO WITH RYAN!! I wanted to take with him LAST YEAR but missed the chance and this year as i am back at the same grandstand :) I wouldn't miss it again would i, so..

Here!! Isn't he handsome OMG!!!!

And i got myself a new photo of me at the side >>>>>

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A whole new level

2010-09-20T03:05:00.003+08:00

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A brand new feeling and a blessing from me to my friend.

For this few days, i have been thinking if i would be able to attend any of my friend's wedding soon as i happen to browse someone's wedding photo album and then it happened today.

I received an invitation from a friend and i just smiled and stare at the screen of my computer. 'Interesting' was the word that came to me first and then when i came back, WOW was next. :D

I felt like i, myself and everyone's life was going up another level. Especially, my friend who's getting married soon. I felt happy for them and started to imagine how and when the proposed took place.. I know, I'm thinking too much. hehe

I realized that we really are growing, aren't we? Thinking back when we're going to school and trying to annoy our teachers in school.. Now, we've really grown quite abit :) .....

And lastly, i hope that they would stay happy and last longer than they already did :)

Well, who's invitation would i get next? ;)

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Can't Breathe.

2010-09-14T20:29:00.004+08:00

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Yesterday was the last day of our exams. And holiday starts today.. But i couldn't enjoy much of it, too much things to handle over these holidays.

Too much stuff.. I felt the pressure, how am i suppose to finish it? Just as i thought of it, crying everything out was my only solution at this time. Sleep and the next day i'm facing it again, but with smile on my face.

Smile in the day and tears in the night when nobody sees me is really the only thing i do for now. Can't even thing about friends now, brain's stuck, blocked.. Will it end?

Can't breathe..

Sometimes i don't even know what i am doing and what's the next step.. Just following the task given and seriously doing it like there's nothing else better to do left.

........

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An additional member.

2010-09-09T17:30:00.003+08:00

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So, I'm back again..

My mum rented out my brother's room to a Malaysian chinese guy and he's only 18 this year. Well, this is the 5th day he's staying here and I ALREADY cannot stand him..

He is so like back at his own place! I mean yes he rented the room in the house, this place is he's so called home BUT! he just seems to be like way too comfortable infront of us! I don't think he feel awkward at all.. Like there's one time, he just jumped and lie on the sofa infront of me!

And I was saying to myself, "Hello! A little respect here please!" And there's another time when I just came out from the bathroom after bathing, he was lying at the sofa with TV on and talking on the phone at the same time with his legs spread open! He didn't even sit up when i walked pass him.

I am pissed!! VERY PISSED!! But what I can say right~ Hard to find the right peep.. I think I'll just endure for the moment.

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Back in Malaysia.

2010-08-29T01:18:00.003+08:00

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Yes, I am back in Malaysia once again.. Coming back in here = sleeping late with nothing lingering in my head :)

Went to attend a funeral just now, the chanting and everything look so drama like seriously they look and sounded like their filming for something. Can't say that they are fake but they don't really seem like professionals too.. But who cares? As long as they get their job done and deceased go in peace.

From just now until now i really got no idea what i should do to kill time until 3am. Oh ya, before coming in Malaysia there is a huge jam at Singapore's woodland checkpoint. It was terrible! I think we are like stuck on the road for about an hour or two?

When we were stuck at the Malaysia's custom, I took photos of the sky, it was stunning, the view is nice when the sun is setting.. And like i said if i had a better camera the photos will turn out nice. :P

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2010-08-24T17:09:00.003+08:00

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Hmm.. I went back to Malaysia on the last Sunday to again pay respect to my dead uncles and grandpa. I took some photos there but hopefully i didn't capture anything that i shouldn't have, but its in the morning so i guess there shouldn't be any right?

My Uncle! :)

If i have a better camera. =.= Those flowers look colourful!

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2010-08-22T09:54:00.006+08:00

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Yesterday went school for F1 briefing and i was struggling at first thinking whether i should go to the airport in the night to send CNBlue off..

But guess what.. I DID!! With my sister :) They are the first band that made me so crazy and going to airport for celebrities, ITS MY FIRST!! Caught them on video cam, no time for photos.. So excited man!!

Yonghwa 오빠 upclose :)

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2010-08-19T13:11:00.002+08:00

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Lately i have been working like a housewife at home. Cleaning and replacing the things in my room.. Washing dishes, doing laundry. Pretty much for my holiday :) not too lifeless yet not so fascinating..

Of course, not excluding events after events.

Exciting one: Went movie with NP MATES!! Watched The Last Airbender.

Then there is not sure what event: Which i am going today at NYP.

Appreciation Dinner for our class event: Tomorrow down at the PA HQ

Then lastly for this week F1 event: Which they will bring us down for recce and to sign contract.

There.. For this whole week :) Got to go prepare myself for later so got to go.. But where's daddy? I'M HUNGRY!!

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2010-08-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

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Woo~ Hungry Ghost Festival started..

Today was the last day of school.. Having 2 weeks of holiday for YOG period! Isn't that wonderful? But, after the holiday, we will be saying hello to our exams. People always say work then play, but we play then work.. :D

Well, this few days, i was feeling jealousy.. HAHA! I don't know why but ya, it just does exist. When there's no msg, feel so empty but when there is, there's always jealousy. Do any of you guys actually know how it feels exactly? Like do you really understand what i'm trying to say here? :P Ah! just forget it!

Saw YOG parking sign today in my school. But i don't see any YOG people in school today! Why? Is bishan campus involve? I want to see how the participants looks like lehs! :(

Hmm~

Isit just me or there is something wandering around? I feel so uncomfortable!!

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2010-08-08T01:37:00.002+08:00

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I'm back here in Malaysia again. When there's chance to enjoy, why not make use of it? :P

Went Lee Kuan Yew School of Policy for REACH Youth Ambassador thingy, it was another different kind of experience again for me. And i thought, what do youngster in Singapore know about the society but i was wrong. I was impress with the session i had with other students from different level, somehow they have different views from each other and i find it interesting to hear them.

And then i ask myself, what do i know. I knew nothing, it was not easy for me to understand at first but slowly getting hold of it, and then i think that i have to start understanding about what is really going on with the world. But, would that make me a freak? I am struggling to balance my workload, time and friends.

Especially friend as i am quite interested in some of the things which my peers would think that it was a waste of time engaging with, and for that i was afraid that i couldn't fit in with them, im afraid of being a freak. That keep me really tied up, not being able to do what i want to try, I am afraid that if i am too engrossed with it that we might have no common topic to talk about.

So, right now my current problem, the biggest one is to learn how to balance my life and know where my limits are.. HELP!

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numbness

2010-07-31T21:00:00.002+08:00

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Yesterday~

There was a dialogue session and Student Council Jan intake Oath Taking. So the seniors and the other members have to stay and help out, AND yesterday was the day we progression officially got our SC badge.

We no longer have to go around with the SC lanyard. We seem excited and did the oath again informally in the room and the 19th president put it up on us, but for some of us.. Its not really that exciting and it does not seems as special as before.

For myself, i couldn't find the reason why i just don't feel as excited as before, seriously not a bit of feeling is there, i just don't feel a thing.. And i just couldn't see the importance of having it, not like before when we got our own tie. Maybe i'll just have to get use to this feeling soon.

And i think i lost the bracelet, when i reached home i was searching high and low for it, i just couldn't find it and so hey Angela, whatever your reason is, you don't have to put it on anymore.. Just forget about the bracelet, you may dispose the bracelet since its rusting.

Had spaghetti today for dinner, Dad cook for us.. 감사합니다 (Thank you) :)

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2010-07-28T19:40:00.002+08:00

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FIRST!

I am so sorry MICHELE TAN XIAOXUAN!! I was so busy over school and family stuff that i actually forgotten your birthday! SO SO SORRY!! Wasn't on purpose!! I know it has been long but ya.. Happy Belated Birthday!! I'm really sorry girl!

And today, woke up at 5am to prepare as there is morning briefing and I have to be in school by 07:15am, I am so tired that I actually slept on the bus. When I open my eyes, it was at my stop but I am too blur at that time to do anything and i just sat in the bus, I alighted at the next bus stop and i had to walk from that bus stop to school.

But i enjoyed it very much as it was quite refreshing and breezy in the morning, I took a nice slow stroll to school with my ipod on. DRAMA RIGHT! I know. lols!!

Well then no school today, went Simei for some carnival and went home from there. I was quite alone today though because my dear friend Marilyn had to attend F1 training back in school.

Yep and so thats about it. Hmm~ WHO WANTS TO TAKE BTT TOGETHER WITH ME?? PLEASE~

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2010-07-26T01:34:00.002+08:00

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Many things happen these few days. And was busy with events, for school, SC and also for REACH Youth Ambassador.

Met up with Angela and she bought me a minnie bottle and also a set of nail polish. Well thank you, I have already started using the bottle.. I don't know what will happen to our friendship in the future but I hope that everyone of my close friends missed me like how I really missed them. And there's a question I wanted to raise to her on the day of our meeting but I didn't ask. Was so afraid that it will spoil the day as it is already very awkward. "where is the bracelet, why never wear it" was what I wanted to ask..

Yes, she's not wearing it anymore and before that she told me she will never take it off.. LOLS! ................................ speechless.

Friday night was surprise by my parents, suddenly being so nice to buy Macdonalds back for us. I wanted to question them but was so afraid that would spoil it so i kept quiet :)

And yes there is morning briefing tomorrow morning and I'm not asleep yet.. Hmm, was talking to my sister about NLX, the day he rejected me :( hahass and of course when this kind of thing happen tears will always be around..

What else.. oh, had badminton session with Dearest squadmates: Zakiah and Faizal yesterday! And of course we will always keep doing it. Thank you guys for having the time for me. :)

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WHAT A DAY!

2010-07-16T12:44:00.002+08:00

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Huh~ I had a terrible day today!

First, I overslept and then when I board the bus to school I fell in the bus and I injured my hand and my ankle, when I'm on my way to school, it started raining cats and dogs here at bishan for an hour and a half. I totally missed my class.

Was suppose to meet my classmates in school for project but due to the weather, had a little argument of who should go where. Why am I having such a bad luck today? Like seriously did I do anything wrong yesterday or this morning from the time I woke up from my bed?

I am still not sure what is going to happen next. Of course I would hope that nothing would happen la! Currently waiting for my classmates in Bishan National Library. Please make nothing happen later on!

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2010-07-12T21:27:00.002+08:00

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School today, classmates looks tired and i mean all of them hahs mainly due to world cup? When i came back home, my sis says some of the school was closed for a day today due to world cup, i don't know if it is true but my brother's school extended the time of reporting. Omg, why ITE don't have this?

And then after that mum was talking about brother stuff.. And then it was me. She actually said i was useless for not leading my brother as a elder sister, i laughed inside and felt sad at the same time, what more can i do after i did so much and in return i just get this kind of comment. And besides my brother said he wouldn't ever respect me for interfering too much on his business.. TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO?!

I really felt sad, very sad. I held back my tears when my mum was around, i seriously don't know what to do. People ask what have i done in my life, family is what came into my mind, everytime i work towards the achievement for family, its like doing everything that is for this family and not for myself. Tell me what i benefit?

Everytime something happen i have to pretend its okay, and have to be okay infront of them if not nagging at me starts again.

Anyway people please watch this and spread!

PLEASE!

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What i hate the most.

2010-07-09T01:07:00.002+08:00

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It seems that i am pissed with almost everything recently. I don't know why but it just got me, i did tried to control but its just so hard.. I really need time alone sometimes.

Well, and yea the title for this time is about "What I hate the most".

1) I hate people not picking up their phone when i call them. (most of the time i don't miss people calls.)

2) To be left behind. (I am always the one worrying for small little things but other people just took it like so lightly and just ignored me.)

3) Nagging at me to do things. (I know what should be done and would do it without people telling me to, so stop repeating and making me annoyed.)

4) Do not talk to me in a harsh tone. (Speak to me nicely and i will do likewise, i believe most of you are also the same. Basic Respect.)

I get angry very easily and i understand this point myself, i am trying to control it and of course i hope to get support but EVERYTIME i only could depend on myself. Those who told me would be there for me are all gone, they only say it but didn't really showed it. Sometimes i would just frown and forget it.

This is just it, reality. Face it! Forget it.. When somebody actually say they miss you, do they really mean it?

난 혼자 울고 있어요. 안녕~

Welcome back to school.

2010-07-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

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Well hello again. And yea its the first day school today after 3 weeks of holiday.. Hmm, to people who starts school today, how would you describe your first day of school?

Mine, started of with lots of announcements and then followed by a class test. And guess what? I'm gonna fail the test, and when i hand the script up, my classmates was like: "Is this Jie Ling's paper? That's so not like her."

HAHASS! I replied: Holidays~ :D

And hmm~ My sister's mobile plan is over. So, she's thinking of renewing the contract and get a new phone CORBY PRO i wanted it alot too.. The phone that appears like million of time in the show He's Beautiful (미남이시네요). And she's like bragging saying that she is going to get a new phone..

BUT in the end, this phone is out of stock everywhere! HAHAHASS! Brag some more la miss! :) haiish.. AND another thing! The ang moh teacher that taught us BZE is no longer teaching us already!! :( changed teacher.. My class was like: "WHAT?! ~ HUH~"

Well anyway! I'm gonna end here :) So.. goodbye and good night!

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2010-07-03T15:56:00.011+08:00

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School reopening soon. And i have not yet study for the class test i have this coming Monday and Tuesday. Seriously, there's too much distraction at home and no one reminding and pushing me to study.

And i told my self today, NO! YOU HAVE TO STUDY TODAY! and so i took out my shoes and went to my parents room as my brother is using the computer in my room. But instead of studying, i threw the notes on my parents bed and i switch on the television in the room.

After my parents came back with food, I'm eating and watching tv at the same time, and now I'm sitting right in front of this computer in my room, watching Youtube, blogging and DRINKING COFFEE, and having thoughts of cooking chicken mushroom soap instead of worrying about the test.. OH 진지하게 !!!

어떻게???!!!

2010-07-01T02:28:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요 여러분!

I guess having internet back isn't that good.. Its only best at distracting us from studying. We are like sucked into the net, never move for hours until the day ends. Its seriously affecting us from the moment we had it resume.

BUT, without it we are like people with no life and totally being categorized as the lost sheep (in a positive way of thinking) LOLS!!

Teach me to control!! Can't be sitting infront of this computer here all day long! Must study!!

Having class test on the first and second day of school! PATHETIC!

안녕 ♥

Internet is back

2010-06-30T03:22:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요

Yo Yo Yo.. hahahass!! FINALLY my internet and other services is back to normal. I can finally go online and of course to update my blog more often already!

Had picnic in the morning with sisters.. Well rating is not to bad at least this time we have a more decent food for the picnic but of course i think there is a definite something that needed to be amended.. And that is, everyone's TIME MANAGEMENT!! lols.

Was suppose to meet up at 10am, but guess what we started at 11:40am. But that doesn't really matter at that point of time when we are actually eating and talking and of course not forgetting our uninvited guests.. Anna was way into them, much too focus then we are.. (ants and lizards) that kept us so focus and also kept us laughing. Thanks to them, we had a valuable lesson about Prey and Predator.. :D

After that we parted, me and yinghui went to McCafe had coffee and ALOT of things to talk about. And we are like on and on blabbering for 3 hour in the cafe. DANG! Bused to Hougang and had ban mian for dinner.. Went roof top and call STARHUB for almost like AN HOUR!! damn it! their service is so damn slow.. almost threw a bomb on them!

진지하게!!! But anyway! The person who served me is good so i have no more complaints!! THUMBS UP!

......

안녕 ♥

2010-06-25T23:19:00.009+08:00

I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS FONT. I DON'T KNOW WHY HAHS ♥

Ah well, i would like to share some of the photos that i have taken for my niece and nephew.

Aren't they cute?! And this.. look! THIS CUTIE!!

Isn't he the cutest? He's SHINee's baby, he's name is YOOGEUN!! I watched SHINee Hello Baby for the past two days, and its so touching in the end and yes like i said its touching in the last episode and so i cried. LOLS! See this is their family photo!! All the hunks! :)

Don't they look like a real family?! aaahhhh~

I personally like Kim Yonghyun♥ more.. hehe

I TOLD YOU I HAVE KOREAN FEVER. OMO WHAT SHOULD I DO? AIGOO~

2010-06-24T13:33:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요 (hello)

Okays i have been like watching korean variety show for the past 2 days. From the moment i reach home. And wait why is the font like that? (i think its because of the korean characters) Anyway, i have a korean fever now! OHNO!!

I have been wanting to blog about my blood donation ages ago now then i thought about it. Well, its my 3rd time donating, and for the all these donations i have different symptoms. First time, i felt nothing but when the guy beside me almost fainted i'm like proud that i have a strong body. For the second time, its my turn to feel giddy, then the third time, nothing happen while i was donating BUT!

LOOK AT THAT!!

Panic at first but after that was okay. Everyone was like: EEEIII WHAT HAPPEN? hahahass.. Well ya, i will still donate the next time :D

작별 인사 (goodbye)

back in malaysia.

2010-06-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

Went SCAPE today for some event. Was nominated by SC teacher for being Youth Ambassador, seen people from different school like, Victoria JC, POLYs, SIM of course there is ITE and even Sports School.

Had a forum with minister Dr Vivian Balakrishnan, first time in my life attending such forum. Felt kinda fresh as the people there talked about Singapore current and future youths.

Its like a platform which led me to further understand about what and how Singapore is doing to reach the youths in Singapore and also to engage them in certain things.

And yes, I’m back in Malaysia again for holiday. Some things happened back at home while I was away for camp. When I got back home it never get better, so I guess staying away from it would be a better choice for me.

Above are things that I took time thinking, what to post and had it written while waiting for my cousin to come and fetch me from City Square in Malaysia. I waited for about an hour plus I think. And guess what when I return to grandma house the internet is down, how frustrating it is. But now im up on the net so, here’s the add on..

Well i think as you can see im so lazy to do pattern on my post. Not gonna centralize anything just bold or italic some of the things, so i'll just keep typing. And oh ya, while im bathing just now i thought about the things earlier on, hmm its not right to avoid any of the situations or problems, but if you're feeling too tired about it then maybe take some rest and have some quiet time to yourself and calm down.

Haha i think i did the wrong thing so, Okay KIDS remember what teacher (Ms Lee) said alright. Never to run away from anything, even if you can't find the right solution. ALWAYS SEEK FOR HELP alright? CLEAR? :D

And oh ya! while i was in the toilet i suddenly remember something funny about my parent. Try to imagine the scenario if you can from the moment i mention "when we step into the NTUC"...

The story starts: -

There's one night when i went out for supper with my parents and my sister. After eating my father says he wanted to buy a soap bar (old people like to bath with soap bar). So they drove to a NTUC at AVE 8. (a quite small size 24 hr NTUC)

WHEN WE STEP INTO THE NTUC, we went straight looking for the soap area. And then i saw my father staring down at bars of soap. (All in hokkien) My mum ask: "you want to buy then you just grab one and go if not then don't buy". My dad answered: " No, im looking for the JIAO BAI one. i don't like the other brand. My mum say: "NTUC where got sell JIAO BAI one, your brand so low class where got NTUC sell low class thing". So my dad, grabbed one and paid. After that he said this to my mum and me while he walk: "i don't like the LUX one, the LUX soap will bite into your skin one".

Im like laughing all the way at the back. LAUGH OUT LOUD IF YOU WANT! lols!!! Old people, funny la.. hahass okay okay i guess thats it. Gotta end here and rest already!

2010-06-13T13:47:00.002+08:00

Going back to singapore tonight.

Went cemetery to pay respect to my Grandpa

and my other two uncles.

its been long since they are gone.

the people here in malaysia is so much different

from singapore.

In singapore you don't see much people

praying anymore. But the enthusiasm of

people here is still like before. When i was there, its

like flooded with people lols.

Anyway.. i will be back here again on the 22nd June.

When there's holiday.. Make full use of it man!

DEAD BLOG.

2010-06-12T22:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO DEAD BLOG.

Lols. i didn't get to blog since the internet at home

have been suspended. And yes..

I AM BACK IN MALAYSIA.

Hmm.. School is tiring me out.

too much things makes me feel like

ignoring EVERYTHING.

friends, school work.. Student Council.

although it still not stressing me out yet but

just thinking about it makes me tired. Much

more things coming up, events after events in school..

And then trying so hard to get everyone together.

makes me more tiring. I don't know what to do

next. Can you guys tell me what to do?

Stella? Yinghui? Anna?

Tell me what to do.

I guess no one would come and take a look at my

post as i didn't update it frequently but i hope

someone see this and please help me and tell me

what to do.

Lost~

2010-05-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

Location now: Malaysia :) grandma house

Im back here to celebrate Mothers' Day

together with my mum and aunties.

Well, this few days..

So many lesson cancelled.

Go school late, end school early.

hmm..

Yesterday went over to Macpherson for

badminton. But didn't enjoyed it at all.

don't understand why they still call it a CCA

even when they don't actually engage

member in the training.

My sister and i got a Neutrogena Water Gel

for my mum. And my sister made a card.

She looks happy :)

What did you get for mum?!

WELL, I WISH ALL THE MOTHER IN THE WORLD

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!! :D

2010-05-03T12:44:00.001+08:00

it seems month since my last update.

Well as all of you might know, my school started :)
went back to schooling times.

Well, been thinking alot lately.
And its all about the past.. And yesterday night
I send a msg to a number that is not in service..

Crazy? I don't know.. :) its his previous number.
I send the msg still even when i know its not
In use anymore. Guess i really want to know where
And how he is doing.

Well i got to go :) bye peeps.

2010-04-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

WTH say until like so nice in the end lehs.

Do you know im like waiting but NO SMS, NOT EVEN

ON FACEBOOK. So many ways of communication

but NONE!!

Like you don't even remembered!

Fine!! UUUUGGGHHH~

------------------------------------------------

Skipped school.

Alright~ not in the mood anymore! CIAOS

2010-04-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

First day in school --->> BORING~

We are like touring the same school that

i have been going for the past 1 year! SO LAME!

and games i play in secondary school so not entertaining and

so hard to get enthusiastic can!

FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

Well, i've decided to skip tomorrow :)

So ya! some sort of updated! :)

WUT?!

2010-04-06T01:53:00.002+08:00

LOLS!! what are you talking about?

i don't understand what you mean in that post.

And do you really understand what i am trying to say in the

msg? Well i personally don't think you really get what i

mean. SERIOUSLY!

What life? What better girl?

................

speechless~

1 more day.

2010-03-31T14:44:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!

CHECK OUT MY MIXPOD!!

NEW SONGS FROM JUSTIN BIEBER!!

Okays and then, Angela if you're looking at this.

I left that night because seriously i felt invisible, Yes i could

have been singing some songs but i don't know if you ever

felt awkward before.

At that point of time, have you been thinking in my shoes?

i didn't response to any of your messages is just because

i really feel SHUT don't feel like talking to anybody

including you and Yinghui.(she called me i didn't tell her anything)

If you will and you might, PLEASE! try to feel what i feel.

You may be angry now, but i seriously have nothing else to say.

You can be angry whatever. Just don't question me anymore

I bet you have a great time with them.

I guess its just me, i think im not cut out to be people like

you guys. I've decided that, that night would be the last

night i will be out like that.

BIRTHDAY WISH!

Justin Bieber's My World 2.0

(Please call each other and ask who's gonna buy it

scali got more than one of his album hahass)

YOU telling me Happy Birthday

(But i don't even know if you're still around)

Of course, anything Mickey :)

Or anything you guys want to buy me.

I know its short, well i just wish everyone happy! :)

No internet connection?!

2010-03-26T08:26:00.002+08:00

Hola guys.. Im sorry for not posting like day by day.

Can you believe it? This resort have NO INTERNET CONNECTION!! (Except for the lobby)

SERIOUSLY!! That is why i couldn't blog about anything.
well currently now its my last day here. So ciaos~

LOLS!!

2010-03-22T13:52:00.003+08:00

Hey people :)

In a mood to blog but there's no topic..

So.. Erm.. Yo how'ya doin'.. LOLS!

OHYA!! TOMORROW, JUSTIN BIEBER 2ND ALBUM

MY WORLD 2.0 IS COMING OUT~!!

And also tomorrow im going Kuantan (Malaysia)!

and i think i'll keep updating there..

with photos~ so ya.. Miss me people! :D

2010-03-18T11:21:00.003+08:00

So okays..

i came up here EVERYDAY but staring at the blank

screen is what i do.

so ya my life is like so LIFELESS! whats wrong?

no fun at all! I WANT TO RUN AROUND AND HAVE FUN!

damnit but where's the money?

its just like an angel came by and took me to heaven~~

hahahass ignore that, was listening to justin bieber song

while posting.

i'll never let you go~ oh no oh no~

ALRIGHT! COME BACK!

but i just have nothing to post about!

WHERE'S MY LIFE?

are we an item girl quite playing~

baby baby oh~

=.=

and justin bieber new song!!

U SMILE

2010-03-10T12:33:00.002+08:00

okays so i always try to blog something but

i would get distracted by something else.

well last fri i helped out in clarke quay for some events,

and i saw stella had a good chat with her. And first time

saw her BF! lols

then sat, received text msg from Chin Yee (Mr Moon),

we went East Coast for cycling and also dinner after meeting

up with zakiah and faizal. Great time by the way!

and then sun.. Went Pulau Ubin with parents..

hahass i know im good at running around the place.

If i got the money, i would go around the world with my

backpack. LOLS

Then mon. WORK boring part.

and tues.. I QUIT! lols! hahass okay. so long story :)

You don't wanna hear it. :)

Today meeting up with angela to go for a interview at tpy.

So, i see what i can update when i got anything to say.

CIAOS~

2010-03-03T11:49:00.001+08:00

JUSTIN BIEBER NEW SONG!

NEVER LET YOU GO!

2010-03-01T22:13:00.005+08:00

First thing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN BIEBER!!

Hope you have the best sixteen birthday!

next i'll let the photos talk.

Taken in Malaysia :)

Okays and then this is important.

I don't have the chance to tell him this i tried calling

his recent number but its seems to be not in use.

So i could only say this to him here and since it hasn't turn twelve

yet so its counted as early so..

Happy Birthday to you in advance

you've turn 18, how are you?

A Taste in the Dark

2010-02-27T22:09:00.003+08:00

currently im in malaysia :)

came in alone just now to meet up with teratai

for movie but in the end we just ate lunch. :)

Well, angela came up to my place yesterday without notifying

me. SURPRISED ME! hahass and finally i get the chance to

pass her, her birthday present.

And she is complaining about me not updating my

blog.. So, here i am babe! UPDATING NOW!

well, i had some leadership training.. Yesterday went over

to Ngee Ann Poly to experience how blind people live in the dark

in their life.

Its a seriously good experience for me because

it makes me understand how important everything is.

Before we went in there is a short briefing by the staff there

and we were all given a white cane.

Then we were brought into a dark room.

and there's a tour guide name Wesley inside guiding us.. Wesley

is actually blind, he guided us along the way making sounds

for us to use our sense of hearing to get to the right places, to buy things,

going for grocery shopping and the crossing traffic light.

And also making sure that none of us is left behind.

Through all these we've actually learn how to communicate

and listen to our group mates and also to trust one another..

And of course all of us had experience how difficult it is

to lose one of the senses.

We are really thankful to Wesley for guiding us throughout the journey.

And then after we finish we came out and saw these kids

trying to form words with letters blind folded.

so here goes :) Im gonna end right here good night!

Im melting cause of Justin Bieber!

2010-02-21T03:15:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!!!! GUYS!

JUSTIN BIEBER'S BABY MUSIC VIDEO IS OUT

SCREEEAAAAAM~

hahass okays chill.

NO!

I CAN'T! WATCH THIS!

OMG!

im like smiling and laughing to myself!

i just love it! aaaaarrrrrgghh!

AND WATCH THIS!!

AAAARRRHGGHHH~

JUSTIN BIEBER SO CUTE!

2010-02-09T10:51:00.002+08:00

Always forgot to post this..

SERANGOON SEC NPCC!

finally SILVER!!! hahass yes yes some of you might not

know what im talking about but hey.. Serangoonians!

you know what i meant right?

and then next Starhub service is shit man!

seriously!! so angry yesterday..

My house phone is like disconnected from the day before

yesterday morning.. i called in the afternoon and one of

the lady told me to leave the modem on then she will

call some engineer or something.. but never get back to me.

so my sister called again yesterday night,

they say will call back.. until 10 plus never call back..

this is ridiculous man!!

the main thing is whenever you call the line..

always have to wait, and when i say wait, its seriously a long~ wait.

and then today non of the people call me

to inform me that they are sending a technician to my house

at around 10-11 am. The technician just called me and say that

he is right outside my door!! WTH is this man?

haiyo~ this is seriously SHIT!

2010-02-07T02:12:00.003+08:00

i really feel like quitting my current job..

i really hope that everything will come easy!

can the world be raining money like everyday?

then like that you just grab and go..

lols.. im feeling so restless la!

i don't want to feel stupid..

i want to be clever, fun, full of weird ideas..

seriously!! haiyo~

and im feeling like kinda lonely.. (hahass laugh at this

if you want)

i want to be somebody perfect, but then again,

how to be?!

i know im kinda too uptight but i hope to those

that i have come across really do take my words..

you guys might think that im naggy but pls.

im feeling so restless and tired.

just hope everything just end like that.

miss GIRLFRIENDS~

but apparently some just miss their new friends.

im speechless..

as i read every post, i smiled with tears.

tears of sadness, everything just changes..

2010-02-03T00:12:00.003+08:00

Can't help feeling this way but i feel so tired this few

days, i would prefer the days in school then working all

day long. seriously! I feel like quitting.

But i have to endure I HAVE TO!

damnit. lols

anyway HEY MY FELLOW SISTERS!!

a steamboat together is a must please!

its OUR tradition!!

anyone house is fine! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!

okays im off~ BYES

2010-01-25T15:54:00.003+08:00

feeling down.

So what if i am the youngest in the company?

So what if i am just an intern?

So what if you guys are in the Creative department?

Am i not human that does not need to be respected?

do you guess have to sound as though "don't feel like talking to me".

i am just passing a msg from someone else.

Maybe if you are feeling unsatisfied with that person,

just go to the person instead la. why do you guys have to sound

as if im part of the thing when i don't even know about a single thing.

i am just passing a msg to guys.. come on!!!

****

2010-01-23T00:20:00.002+08:00

JUSTIN BIEBER IS FOLLOWING SPOREBIEBERCREW NOW!!

THANKYOU JUSTIN BIEBER!!!

AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHHH~

2010-01-19T21:12:00.005+08:00

Hey people,

Here to update again.

So two days ago, one of my uncle is finally married.

photos taken..

and i created a new email for my work

purposes. LOLS!

2010-01-16T10:45:00.003+08:00

So, i finally got my IBANKING send to my address. yea~ zzz

when first i applied for my mother it stated that it will only

take 2 working days to reach to us, and it did.

But when i apply, it took 5 freaking days.

this is shit man.. lols and i thought there something

wrong with my application.

I almost had my complain letter out to them.

hahass i know its exaggerating :D

Well, yesterday i went to donate blood with my

colleague but guess what. both of us have not enough iron

in our blood so.. no choice, they gave us pills

that is red in colour and it kinda look like mini M&M. lols

might be going back there in about 2 weeks?

not too sure about that :)

and this morning when i woke up i switch on my

TV and tuned to MTV and then..

BAM!! JUSTIN BIEBER'S ONE TIME IS ON MTV HIT!!!

and then i got excited i squeak in the living room,

my brother came out from my parents room and he's

like: SIAO! (and then walk back slowly to watch tv)

and yea lastly working life sucks~!

2010-01-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

I was watching a Taiwanese romance series when my sister came back and she was asking me this question.

Sis:” jie, don’t you feel like going into a relationship, a romance every time you watch a romance show? “

I kept quiet for awhile and I answered: “well I just don’t purposely think about it then you wouldn’t really care about it. Besides even if I want nobody want me either, just watch, admire and laugh about it.”

Well, for me I kinda like being alone and I somehow forgotten what is it like to be in love and being in a relationship, to what I have seen be it at home or outside, relationship to me is tiring.

I somehow have forgotten what it is to share and desire from someone special and so dear to you.

Hmph, but I wouldn’t mind to try finding all the lost feelings back IF I met the right one. But seriously who’s the right one? Is there such thing as the right one? Hahass. Just laugh about it and forget :)

To those who simply hate me for not sure what reasons or just a passer, you guys can mock about it, I won’t say a word. :D

2010-01-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

haiya!

parents just came home only quarrel.

its all my father! drink drink drink.

then no money keep taking from us. WTH SIA!

i mean come on you want to drink can.

you should control la!

especially when you know you have to drive also

when you know you are having health problems.

why being so selfish? then what about the family if

something happens? idiot right!

warn so many times, not one time he listens.

not being afraid of anything lor.

FUCK.

:) , :(

2010-01-02T16:55:00.003+08:00

first thing.

I am so happy that my previous post did put

a smile on my friend's face! i always wanted to do something

like that. to put a smile on their face.

second thing.

well through the experience, i now know in this society

everything is on your own. You can't really depend

on anyone when you need help.

that is seriously sickening. and from that i tell

myself there is more to come when i step higher.

already now i have people telling me im a some sort of coffee girl

in the office right straight at my face.

what else could i say and do. just silence.

welcome to the reality world peeps.